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by bdRm

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bright lights blinding darkness embodies long nights spent fearful seeking soul souls to try to be dive down deep ocean dreams safety comfort i long for sleep what’s real? how can i be? i can’t breathe follow me, follow me down i can’t breathe follow me down cavernous well connection of the heart that we find deeply embedded in the truth that we are trying to move through time it’s not a place even if i find words how can we sit amongst fallen kings bones and ships and left pieces of things i have seen bottom bottom of that which has been left i can’t breathe follow me, follow me down i can’t breathe follow me down cavernous well cavernous, cavernous we swim so late i can’t breathe follow me, follow me down i can’t breathe follow me down cavernous well Lyrics by Lynne Piper
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they came barreling toward my door your words, your open sores i asked, “what can i do for you?” it’s been so long since i saw you last how can you open your heart so fast? i didn’t, i didn’t, i didn’t want it to be so clear it’s cold in here i didn’t, i didn’t, i didn’t want it to be so clear it’s cold in here i will not go out in that storm with you i will not go kicking and screaming this dragging so low of you through unexpected snow i swept out your belongings i’ve nothing left of you for you for me the cold it covered your sores it numbed your wounds i think you’ll be better soon i will not go out in that storm with you i will not go kicking and screaming this dragging so low of you through unexpected snow Lyrics by Charlie Moses
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she’s promised to a man who takes her heart but not her hand he spends his days in holy books repenting for her sin “grace is made on sundays”, he says she comes in waves cursing his name she comes in waves burning profane “all the things i want to do i’ve promised not to you” he spends his nights with filthy screens rejecting what he sees “grace is saved for mondays”, he says she comes in waves screaming his name she comes in waves miles away Lyrics by Jeremy Wilkins
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i can it plainer, i can make it worth your rage i can make it funny, but it can’t be changed we are all of the sudden raised up at last go ahead take another breath cause we’re going too fast no we’re never gonna make it why are you so helpless? don’t know what to do if we were in the wild i could have beaten you beaten you no we’re never gonna make it Lyrics by Melissa Morissey
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he took her up into the canyon he couldn't watch as she was stumblin she knelt down to breathe in the cool night air they went on up into the canyon she was tough but she was clearly stumblin as he whispered in the cool night air what makes you bleed, my love? what makes you bleed, my love? little billy and his nanny locked horns when they out ran me the rugged path that they were wending left me short of breath, bent over sweating  by a tomb with a stone pushed back and graffitied walls what makes you bleed, my love? what makes you bleed, my love? when i awoke i was panting reaching out for you, you put your hand down on my shivering arms in the cool night air i had a smoke to calm my feelings took a bath and started weeping from what I saw in the mirror in the cool night air what makes you bleed, my love? what makes you bleed, my love? Lyrics by Britt White
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in the shallow we wade though our past future chances we see threads and roads that stretch throughout our understanding in the moonlight she scan across vast distances to find us her song echoes out to each of our many edges sinking ships, lost sailors beyond this world do they find each other? sinking ships, lost sailors beyond this world do they come together? in the pondering of possibility surrender or to hold on tightly in the promise of that future that could be so softly sweet can we reach that world beyond? is it available to our own kind? we are made flesh and bone but can we join their ranks in time? sinking ships, lost sailors beyond this world do they find each other? sinking ships, lost sailors beyond this world do they come together? deep strengths and our lost prayers will we find them buried beneath layers? and our feeble strengths, our deep hidden truths will we find them under the water? and she calls in the basking moonlight of her beauty and the song is the answer to our prayers and longing and she calls in the basking moonlight of her beauty and the song is the answer to our prayers and longing and we see through new eyes Lyrics by Lynne Piper
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you will never be alone my house was not a home you wander though the night i’ll haunt you i hear what they say that i did but you know that i made you you pay my cost and i know you got it, got it all the love you wanted, wanted everything you’ve got i’ll take away Lyrics by Jeremy Wilkins
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you could have made this so much easier but you were just a child you swam inside those deep and black cold caves looking for a place to hide you know that you are worn down you know that’s the last sound count breath, don’t stop now you can break out of shallow you know that you are worn down you know that’s the last sound count breath, don’t stop now you can break out you heard your poison in that mirror set your focused eyes and climb you know that you are worn down you know that’s the last sound count breath, don’t stop now you can break out of shallow you know that you are worn down you know that’s the last sound count breath, don’t stop now you can break out Lyrics by Jeremy Wilkins
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when i go deaf i won't even mind yeah, l'll be alright and i'll be just fine i'll stay out all night looking at the sky i'll still have my sight yeah, i'll still have my eyes and we will make love we won't have to fight we won't have to speak and we won't have to lie and I'll stop writing songs stop scratching out lines i won't have to fake and it won't have to rhyme when i go deaf Lyrics by Low
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i love to lead when i don't know where i'm heading i love the sound of the steel wearing down the breaking ground of my new bedding i crave the brake, i crave the wheel i hold the stopping and turning under my hand and heel is that even real? there's a short road there's a long road i don't belong to either can i just be the writer? i pick the pyre, i douse the tinder i rouse the flames higher and higher till it's gone and wonder how it all expired there's a short road there's a long road i don't belong to either can i just be the writer?  Lyrics by Britt White
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The Sound 00:34
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The Fountain 01:21
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breath and the way it moves across my chest the weightlessness between the one thing and the next with one foot in the stream the other preparing to take a step something compels me to move forward through uncertainty at best and in the delicate balance we hang possible outcomes, fear, hope, and sense of bigger things curiosity drives the ship, it’s light a beacon something to set our sights on, a promise of deeper meaning and the pause in the dark connects us with our true hearts we have all the power that we need and the song that we hear, the fountain of knowledge is embedded here we are bringing it back, bringing it back i think of myself as a tree roots deep down in the ground branches reaching up to the stars, the heavens we are in-between these places pulled into many different directions considering the possibility of witnessing time at a slower speed we are in our breath we are a pause between and the songs that we’ve known start to shift, to unravel journey deeper into the soul we are still seeking the mysterious unknown and beyond our little worlds we can follow the stream, the roads to other realms finally returning to where we belong knowing we can choose which path to get on and the pause in the dark connects us with our true hearts we have all the power that we need and the song that we hear, the fountain of knowledge is embedded here we are bringing it back, bringing it back and the pause in the dark connects us with our true hearts we are bringing it back, bringing it back and the song that we hear, the fountain of knowledge is embedded here we have all the power that we need Lyrics by Lynne Piper
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Casino 05:13
after a life in the casino we know that gambling is a joke to say i'm not here for the money is just another word for broke one room for us one room for both of us one room for us is not available there's something wrong there's something wrong there's something wrong you don't tell me there's something wrong there's something wrong with me see the dice roll into nothing see the dice roll just like me and when the stars fall off the ceiling they roll in to the sea one room for us one room for both of us one room for us is not available there's something wrong there's something wrong there's something wrong you don't tell me there's something wrong there's something wrong with me Lyrics by Markus Archer
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Adrift 01:31
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going toward, going beyond each day brings another long drawn breath what about the future? what about the past? moving slow but way too fast and the dust that gathers on old forgotten dreams that’s what my eyes need to see to wipe the slate clean Lyrics by Lynne Piper
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being a part of time being alone to find i’ve been sinking and i don’t always want to climb out of this ever changing world i feel so often left behind stray into the room collect minimize and mingle keep with the message drink some wine find some new routine and stay connected stay connected to being alive don’t worry about what’s coming don’t worry about what’s already done collect yourself and be a part of what’s in this moment in this moment in this moment in time in this moment Lyrics by Melissa Morissey

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released August 26, 2016

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Produced, Recorded, and Mixed by Jeremy Wilkins at underwater research and design
Mastered by Adam Gonsalves at Telegraph Mastering

All songs published by soulLAXluster except "When I Go Deaf" by Domino Publishing and "Casino" by The Notwist

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